.Saturday, January 16, 2010@11:09 PM.
Doesn't know whether my dream last night was good or bad but it was enough to make me miss you even more. It's been one year five days since you left me, damn it was really enough for me and sometime i would just think whether to just find you and look at you to stop all those thoughts of missing you.
Anyway, my dream was when i was going home, i saw my room light on and thinking who would be using my room. I reached home and my mum was looking at me, there my door was closed. I thought it was my brother and knock on it just like i always do to tell them i need my room back. No one answer the door and saw my brother in my sister room playing game. He stared at me too, their stares was like signaling somethings to me and i open my room door. There you was playing my computer and enjoying the air con like you always do. The first two words that came out of your mouth was, bang bang. The next moment i found myself crying and something was knifing me heart. I went over and hug you, hug you like i never hug before. I told you, woman don't leave me ever again ok? you know it was almost hell for that one year without you. I love you Valerie Loy.....
Sadly, it's a dream and it will never never happen because dreams are always opposite that's what i think. Gladly, you felt so real as i'm hugging you.....