.Monday, July 6, 2009@6:28 AM.
A lot had happened since my last post. I think I've changed in a way that life force me to. Sometime I wish life could stay stagnant or even longer in our happiest part of life. But that's a wish, wish doesn't come true all the time, or i prefer to say wish and dreams always happen to go together.
Things always happened for a cause and this is how our life changed after that. Recalling about the past, i really regret a lot but if there's no regrets than how to make life a better one next time? Life is a life long learning journey, you lose something but eventually you will gain something. I'm going to enter a new phase in life, strive harder will make my route smoother so there's no way i can relax now.
I think some people have some misconception about me, I really love money but i won't tell lies just because i'm going to get some money to hold some party. It's heartbreaking sometimes, so heartbreaking that i really don't want to have any ties with them anymore. But I think i broaden my vision now, knowing that people don't always act like they want to but act to their benefit.
Seriously, I want to be mature, act more like an grown up in the group but sometimes it's just like if everyone is in a silences, won't the situation be so awkward. There must be some people who are willing to break the ice ain't it? It sucks but what to do? Anyway, I'm not going to joke or talk nonsense if i ever going out with you all again. If you happen to read it and think I'm talking about you, don't talk behind my back. Come and talk to me straight in the face. If you want to fuck it, I'm happy to do so too. :)