.Saturday, June 13, 2009@12:13 PM.
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了...........I only have one year left to do nothing. After this one year, it's welcome to the "Slog like hell" reality and the Money make the world go round" world. Damn! Before this come, i got somethings that i need to acquire to make my journey a smoother one.
I really wants to go Miss U cafe to slack even just for awhile. It's so so smoothing just to be there, even though there's nothing very fanciful about it. It just bring back a lot of nice, heartwarming and blessed memories.
Sometimes, I really wonder why some people are born with a golden spoon in their mouth where everything they hold and have is so perfect, with no burden or problems about everything. Maybe they did good deed in their previous life. Haha. I read the newspaper this morning and it's about a 4 year old little girl, she got this rare kinda cancer and she's going to the states for treatment. She only got 20% or so recovery rate but she's not showing sign of giving up, she's actually telling her mother, "Don't worry, Don't cry, I will be healthy again. Just for you. Just to watch you grow old.". What a brave child man. Why am i'm grumbling about little things while this people are worrying about the most basic thing, Survival.
Saw Andrew's Gf post on facebook something like "When will i move on?". This is a very broad question man. This burden can't ever be put down, moving on is ultimately setting aside this matter and look forward in life, hungry for more things so your mind is cooped up with more things. Andrew is back, his responsibilities are bigger and heavier now, rely on him girl. He's as stable as a stone. He will act as that comfort point from now onwards. I wish I'm making right sense here. Sorry if i'm not.
Forgetting someone is so difficult.