.Sunday, March 1, 2009@1:34 AM.
This few days had been raining continuously. I really feel peaceful when i just lie on my bed, wonder what i got to do next. Listening her voice once in a while, just make me gain a bit comfort to my deprive soul. I've been reading books but i don't think my English is getting any better. Likewise, i think i become more open to people, more daring to talk to them. That's a good start i think but it's not for getting anyone attention or to find a new spark in life. I'm still living with the spark that accompanied me for three years. This will go on for a long time, Joline know this because she somehow can communicate with me in this kinda matter. Although she hate me when i say i love her sister. Haha, that's small fact that i hate to denied.
Met up with some old friends and we had a joyful talk, talking about their life and how're they know. It's clearly everyone still misses each other just that no one has the initiative to ask each other out. I really miss the time we had together, talking cock, singing song and smacking each other. I know we talked about the past like A LOT OF TIME but it doesn't seem to get boring when we talk about it. Laughter still come out from them, this group of people i had now, will and surely be the one i going to stick for the rest of my life. I swore i will try to go through thick and thin with them. HAHa how ironic right? I think when valerie read it, she surely will say "猪朋狗友". But come to think of it, i really got this kind of friends what. CZH look like a pig and he surely love pig as in for toy and for food. Michael, i been calling him dog for years already!, he love dog and surely don't like to walk his own dog! haha.
Enough of nonsense, i'm going to start improving myself already. I will let people see i'm worthy of her and my future is going to be a good one....
A little distrubing fact....
He always sent me this kind of censor message and i think i going to sue him for harrassment soon. Stay tune 蜜蜂弟弟.[Continuing]
But rain, it's something like a period of time for people to ponder what they want and expect in life. It calms down the emotion we had inside and somehow pauses it to make us regain the peace we had when we're still naive and pure.
I'm not trying to act emo....I AM EMO with my brother along! haha CZh will know why!