.Saturday, February 7, 2009@12:44 PM.
It's going to be 5 in the morning and i ain't catching any sleep. As lonely as it may seems, my mind is filled with thoughts of you. How to forget something you don't want to forget. You told me to let go of it, i told you i can't, it's just too hard and unbearable for me. I decided i will put this down for this moment, you will be free and i won't disturb you. This is the last thing i can do for you. Thanks for helping me to put you down btw. This is my decision, i will put you down for the moment, i will improve myself within this time, upgrading everything i can. Showing you a better me, a me worthy of you and this time, i will pick you up and stick you on my heart and never let go again.
This is my plan for the years to come. I anticipate hard time and heavy pressure for the future, i won't bow down to it and it's all because of you.
Last but not least, i would like to thank you sincerely because you're the one who made me into what i am now, a better, more understanding and braver me. I love you dear, i love you just like 3 years ago, never decrease and never will.
Whenever, sad and depressing time will never last long. Laughter always linger around us when we are together....
Whenever, sad and depressing time will never last long. Laughter always linger around us when we are together....